Its been like more than 3 months since i have not updated my blog . Yeah ,i'm not the kind of person who likes Blogging all the time like my sister . I'll blog whenever i remember and i feel like :) So here goes :
I can't sleep . I've told him that i can't sleep . Like he cares ? Well , suka hati aku lah kan nak bg thu dia ? Hmm . I cried :'( For many reasons . Just tonight , i've watched 3 videos and i cried . Hell i am a pathetic . So what ? I wish i died on my birthday :) bru gempak sikit kan ? Born and dead at the same date . Hell yeah . Erm , i envy for those who have everything they ever wanted . Well , this is life after all . Not the so called 'HAPPY EVER AFTER' fairy tails . Just learn to accept who you're are :) Ya Allah , bless me with your Hidayah and Forgiveness . I've sinned a lot . Show me the straight way for those whom will be inside the Heaven . Forgive my mum and my dad . Also my family . And for the rest of Muslim whether they are still alive or dead . I've turn 15 years OLD already ! OMG . Un-believe-able . Im old . HAHA *just joking around . Suprisingly , lots of people wished me x) Thanks guys . Hmm . Life is hard right ? For everyone . Not just only me . There's a video i watched and i re-posted it on my Facebook . Its about a letter from our parents , asking us to take care of them . They are asking for it . They should not be asking for it as it is our RESPONSIBILITY towards them ! We as their children . I hope i have the opportunity to take care of my parents when they get old . InsyaAllah i'll take care of them like how they take care of me :'( Parents and family are the only people we can rely on .Letter . every week , i'll get a letter from him . Sometimes , there is a part of the letter make me cry . Well , mummy given me ,as in US a green light <3 Thanks mummy :) Other than that , i miss my bestfriend so very much ! I wish i could hug her once again . Saying Goodbyes is damn hard . Totally . Especially when it involves our heart and feelings of love towards those we care for . I cried when he left Malaysia for the first time . Really really cried . My eyes got swollen O.O Funny kan ? HAHA . so , first test us coming up this Tuesday . Again , HELL i hate test and exam . Can't i just be as smart as Einstein ? I hope i get all A's . Killer paper : Arabic , Science ( sort of ) , Islamic , Kemahiran Hidup and last but not least Geography . Haihh , help me god ! Hmm . Can i be yours ? Like really yours , yours ? HAHA . I hope so . I wish so . We've tied our relationship already right ? So , i should have not doubt you . But only if you never ever lied to me like you did . Surely i will never have this unsafe feelings like i do right now . I trust you . Swear to god , i am trusting you . Please please don't ever lie to me again ? I'm afraid i can't trust you if you lie to me again . Huhh . I'm getting lousy . So , going offline as the clock already strikes 3 am . Ya Allah :) So fast . HAHA . Okok . I'll stop . So ,thats all for this term . HAHA . Bye bye . Goodnight ;)
Sincerely ;
Annyssa Iman AGF